Our Year Of Maybe

Our Year of Maybe

How did I get it?:
I bought it!

Previously reviewed by the same author:

You’ll Miss Me When I’m Gone

Synopsis:

Aspiring choreographer Sophie Orenstein would do anything for Peter Rosenthal-Porter, who’s been on the kidney transplant list as long as she’s known him. Peter, a gifted pianist, is everything to Sophie: best friend, musical collaborator, secret crush. When she learns she’s a match, donating a kidney is an easy, obvious choice. She can’t help wondering if after the transplant, he’ll love her back the way she’s always wanted.

But Peter’s life post-transplant isn’t what either of them expected. Though he once had feelings for Sophie too, he’s now drawn to Chase, the guitarist in a band that happens to be looking for a keyboardist. And while neglected parts of Sophie’s world are calling to her—dance opportunities, new friends, a sister and niece she barely knows—she longs for a now-distant Peter more than ever, growing increasingly bitter he doesn’t seem to feel the same connection.

Peter fears he’ll forever be indebted to her. Sophie isn’t sure who she is without him. Then one blurry, heartbreaking night twists their relationship into something neither of them recognizes, leading them to question their past, their future, and whether their friendship is even worth fighting for.

Thoughts:

I really enjoyed this author’s debut, so knew I wanted to get around to her next book. Goodness knows why I took so long to read this book, considering that I had it from its release date in January. Rachel Lynn Solomon has crafted a beautiful story with Our Year Of Maybe. It really touched my heart.

Our Year Of Maybe centres around Sophie and Peter who are the best of friends. There’s always been something between them and they have such a close connection. Sophie is so close to Peter that she is desperate to help him. So when she’s found to be a kidney match for Peter, she gives him a kidney without a second thought. Peter’s quality of life immediately improves (although the transplant is not a miracle cure!) Even though Peter felt like he had feelings for Sophie, he finds himself attracted to Chase, a guy in the band that just happens to be looking for a keyboardist and Peter fits. Sophie still likes Peter, but different parts of her life like dancing opportunities are pulling her in a different direction to Peter. Both Sophie and Peter struggle with their relationship post transplant. Peter feels indebted to Sophie and Sophie doesn’t know who she is without Peter. One night changes their relationship for good and both of them now consider whether their friendship is worth all the pain.

I loved how Sophie and Peter grew throughout this story. You could feel their individual pain and see where both characters were coming from. I went from wanting them to be together to wanting them to find their own way separate from each other. The author really does take you on an emotional roller coaster.

This book is much deeper than you might think. It covers so many topics not commonly represented in YA like Judaism and bisexuality.  I thoroughly enjoyed reading it and was absolutely captivated by Sophie and Peter’s story.

Would I recommend it?:
Without a doubt!

A wonderful, emotional read. Highly recommended!